Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Sunday, April 25, 2010
stain
I find myself missing this time I spend here,Things are progressing well with the log work. I like the stain. Thats one decision down. Now I have to decide the log ends will post more later have a day in front of me.
Friday, April 23, 2010
should I change my blog
So what can I write about that might interest the general public? Some thing perhaps besides building a log home although I like the idea of having this on going journal of our own progress on the log home but the truth is it even bores me some,when it comes to rereading it.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
what no one knows
I guess some how I seem to have the time to be a prolific writer. Now I know that's a crock but, the folks I know don't seem to get around much anymore.
Its so easy to get caught up in the bull that goes on, you know we all go there, even if it is by accident or morbid curio or perhaps innocence? But facebook and e-mails and blogs, cell phones etc. etc. and here is me thinking wow this is great, no more isolation, maybe a network of creative beings and they are, I know them but...
but, it's a virtual reality. So maybe its me with out a life??
I don't know, doesn't feel that way. But it does feel like no one can read and like no one is interested in me enough to go looking for a blog about my life, and ya I am talking about the people I know.Maybe what I am saying is uninteresting, no it's more like overload.So much goes on, on the Internet that unless you are way bad, its boring.Like I said no one truly reads unless its a chosen thing, but to read just to read something well...........
for now
Its so easy to get caught up in the bull that goes on, you know we all go there, even if it is by accident or morbid curio or perhaps innocence? But facebook and e-mails and blogs, cell phones etc. etc. and here is me thinking wow this is great, no more isolation, maybe a network of creative beings and they are, I know them but...
but, it's a virtual reality. So maybe its me with out a life??
I don't know, doesn't feel that way. But it does feel like no one can read and like no one is interested in me enough to go looking for a blog about my life, and ya I am talking about the people I know.Maybe what I am saying is uninteresting, no it's more like overload.So much goes on, on the Internet that unless you are way bad, its boring.Like I said no one truly reads unless its a chosen thing, but to read just to read something well...........
for now
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
WHERE THERES SMOKE THERES FIRE
Well it seems that my dog has hip dysplasia, that is a serious bummer.I have decided to let it ride for a while and see how its going to work out. I know that I want newfoundland dogs now anyway and that I want to try to get one that has her hips tested at like six weeks which I guess they can do. She is my dog, but i can not stand the idea of her hurting, breaks my heart.So she has been big on my mind lately.
I could write a couple e-mails and see how things are looking I guess.
I do not feel myself here lately and I am not to sure why? I feel a little set back on the house? Scared of it all. Yes I am scared of it. It is my design so what happens if it's not a good one? I can not help but step back and be a little more reserved because Andy has such a slow approach to things that it contradicts my enthusiasm.I just seem to feel dis con bobble ated!!!!whew.
I feel distant,humm. All this hurry up and wait. No real decisions being made? Tile, metal roof,driveways, water, you can go over it fifty times with Andy and make a decision with him get up the next morning and he goes back to square one all over again,. Me I say cut to the chase, right or wrong, let her rain. We are about 50/50. Pretty even.I know I respect Andy tremendously.Much as I hate to admit it.Ha Ha.
This is all part of the flippen process and for a poor little Irish bitch with more guts than glory, it gets a bit, shall I say boring? How the hell can that be?
Here I am building a dream house that I designed with a great guy and a picture perfect family, but just ain't no smoke and magic baby. Thats how. I know it too. Its so perfect its boring. Oh shit I am busting a gut at myself. Ha flipping Ha Ha. I can just hear my mom she'd be the first one all over this. In other words you can take the girl out of the engerbretson but you can't take the engerbretson out of the girl. I know what I am saying it just don't make any sense to me either.Jokes, no it does, there just ain't no changing it. I am more than cool with it though and I realise it's an inside job. I can create my way to all the smoke and magic I need.And in the end it will be the best smoke and magic of all.And I could not do it with out Andy being methodical.So bless his heart. Ever notice how I like the word, or non word "ain't" so much,yep she is one of my favorites.
I could write a couple e-mails and see how things are looking I guess.
I do not feel myself here lately and I am not to sure why? I feel a little set back on the house? Scared of it all. Yes I am scared of it. It is my design so what happens if it's not a good one? I can not help but step back and be a little more reserved because Andy has such a slow approach to things that it contradicts my enthusiasm.I just seem to feel dis con bobble ated!!!!whew.
I feel distant,humm. All this hurry up and wait. No real decisions being made? Tile, metal roof,driveways, water, you can go over it fifty times with Andy and make a decision with him get up the next morning and he goes back to square one all over again,. Me I say cut to the chase, right or wrong, let her rain. We are about 50/50. Pretty even.I know I respect Andy tremendously.Much as I hate to admit it.Ha Ha.
This is all part of the flippen process and for a poor little Irish bitch with more guts than glory, it gets a bit, shall I say boring? How the hell can that be?
Here I am building a dream house that I designed with a great guy and a picture perfect family, but just ain't no smoke and magic baby. Thats how. I know it too. Its so perfect its boring. Oh shit I am busting a gut at myself. Ha flipping Ha Ha. I can just hear my mom she'd be the first one all over this. In other words you can take the girl out of the engerbretson but you can't take the engerbretson out of the girl. I know what I am saying it just don't make any sense to me either.Jokes, no it does, there just ain't no changing it. I am more than cool with it though and I realise it's an inside job. I can create my way to all the smoke and magic I need.And in the end it will be the best smoke and magic of all.And I could not do it with out Andy being methodical.So bless his heart. Ever notice how I like the word, or non word "ain't" so much,yep she is one of my favorites.
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